I have an amazing boyfriend. His name is Caleb Arnold. He is one of the most important people in my life. He loves me for who I am and I dont have to change anything for him. I love him with all my heart and I am never letting him go! 

Today was my first day of being completely available :) I am going to miss Caleb so much but I think that this was for the best. I hope he knows that I will always love him no matter what and that I always want him to be happy.

Ok I am having a bad day already and my day isn't even half over! Stupid pathetic people have to get mad at me over stupid pathetic things! Supposably I am a guy stealer...psh what the hell ever! Is it seriously my fault if a guy likes me better than someone else? Its not like I do anything to make them like me...it just happens, but whatever. I guess if she wants to get mad and not talk to me it's not really my problem...its hers.

I am like so bored right now it isn't even funny. I hate being in Shenandoah with no one to hang out with or see. I have absolutly nothing to do or talk about so I dont even know why Im typing this....lol

All I Ever Wanted-Basshunter

This Song Always Makes Me Cry

All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

All I ever wanted

Was to see you smiling

All I ever wanted

Was to make you mine

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

That all I ever wanted

Was you and me

All I ever wanted

Was to see you smiling

All I ever wanted

Was to make you mine

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

That all I ever wanted

Was you and me

(drum and bass)

I'm so alone

Here on my own

And I'm waiting for you to come

I want to be

A part of you

Think of all the things we could do

And everyday, you're in my head

I want to have you in my bed

You are the one, you're in my eyes

All I ever wanted in my life

All I ever wanted

Was to see you smiling

All I ever wanted

Was to make you mine

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

That all I ever wanted

Was you and me

All I ever wanted

Was to see you smiling

All I ever wanted

Was to make you mine

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

That all I ever wanted

Was you and me

(are you ready)

All I ever wanted

Was to see you smiling

All I ever wanted was to make you mine

I know that I love you

Oh baby why don't you see

That all I ever wanted was you and me

Sick Of PPl's Bull Shit

 So I'm pretty sure I am not a little kid. I am sick and tired of people thinking that I don't have the slightest clue what I am doing cause really I know exactly what I am doing when I do it! I hate it when someone you care about drifts away from you just because that person thinks they know so much more than you but lately they really dont know much about you anymore. I dont know if anything I am saying makes since but my point is no one knows everything so stop putting people down for the things they do just because you might not think it is right! 

<3kat<3

Writing On The Wall

I sit here all alone,
Holding in all I have to say.

Can't someone see me crying here?

I cry here everyday.

I want to shout out why

Why I sit here and I cry.

If someone gets to know the real me

They will leave me and just go on by

I 'm crying from the pain,

The love and the hunger.

If you're wondering why I'm feeling this,

You'll just have to continue to wonder.

To me it seems so clear;

I feel it's written on my face.

You try to read me,

But your guesses are so far out in space.

I try to get to the light,

But I still can't get out of the hall.

Can't you see me dying here?

The writing's written on the wall.